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I don't care about anything anymore. And I don't mean I'm giving up on life. I mean I just stopped caring about any of it, I've lost interest in everything... The job, the people, the hobbies. All of it just went flat. It's not even sadness. That's the part nobody talks about. Sad is at least a feeling. This is just nothing. Like somebody turned the volume off on everything I used to feel. The weird part is I still want to care. I want to want it. I'll try to get into a hobby, pick something up, start a new thing. And I just don't have it in me. The interest is sort of there but the drive is gone. I'll stand there knowing I should do something and just can't make myself. It started with work. I stopped caring about the job. But it didn't stay there. It bled into everything. Seeing people. Family. Stuff I used to love. I just don't care about any of it the way I used to and I don't really know when that happened. I don't have an answer for it. I'm not gonna sit here and pretend I figured it out. I just know I'm probably not the only one sitting here feeling nothing and not knowing why. If you feel this too, say something in the comments. I read them. Sometimes it helps just knowing somebody else gets it. Subscribe if this hit home. There's more coming. This is Outside The Order. #mensmentalhealth #burnout #emptiness #realtalk #outsidetheorder