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VantyX - The Monster I Shaped (Original Doom Metal / Female Vocals) "I burned the bridge while I was standing on it." THE MONSTER I SHAPED is a cinematic descent into guilt, regret, and self-destruction. Built around crushing guitars, fragile clean passages, tense atmospheric layers, and explosive female screams, the track follows someone forced to face the damage left behind by their own choices. Every memory becomes an accusation, every silence becomes a judgment, and every attempt at forgiveness only deepens the wound. As the song builds toward its final collapse, regret stops feeling like an emotion and becomes something alive — a monster created, fed, and finally impossible to escape. The Monster I Shaped // Official Lyrics The monster I shaped... I'm so sorry... I trace the cracks on the bedroom wall Counting the times I let you fall The clock keeps ticking in the dark A steady beat against my hollowed heart I held your trust like fragile glass Then crushed it down to watch it pass Don't look at me with those forgiving eyes It only makes it harder to swallow the lies I am the poison you drank by mistake I am the ruin I chose to create I burned the bridge while I was standing on it I dug the grave and threw our memories in it The guilt is choking every breath I take I'm drowning in the ashes of my making Forgive me not Let the regret rot The silence is deafening, it speaks your name A constant reminder of my selfish game I replay the moment I turned away The price of my pride is the debt I pay Every shadow in this empty room Feels like a judgment, feels like a tomb Don't hold my hand, my touch is a curse Every word I say only makes it worse I am the monster hiding in plain sight Stealing your morning, bringing the night I burned the bridge while I was standing on it I dug the grave and threw our memories in it The guilt is choking every breath I take I'm drowning in the ashes of my making Forgive me not Let the regret rot I didn't mean to break you... But my hands are covered in your blood... I am the reason you bleed! I'm the infection you didn't need! I burned the bridge while I was standing on it! I dug the grave and threw our memories in it! The guilt is choking every breath I take! I'm drowning in the ashes of my making! I can't escape... The monster I shaped! The monster I shaped... I'm so sorry... ℗ & © 2026 VantyX Records. All rights reserved. Original gothic metal and dark cinematic music with female vocals, heavy emotion, and dark atmosphere. VantyX is a virtual artist project using AI-assisted music and visual tools to push the boundaries of dark art. Lyrics, concept, direction, selection, and final creative decisions are crafted by VantyX. Subscribe for original gothic metal, female metal vocals, cinematic metal, alternative metal songs, and official music videos. VantyX creates original gothic metal and dark cinematic atmosphere with female vocals, heavy emotion, and modern alternative metal energy. #VantyX #GothicMetal #FemaleMetalVocals #DarkAtmosphere #Metalcore #NewMetal2026