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-- Credits -- Vocals: Chikafuji Lisa (me!) Composition/Production: Chikafuji Lisa, eivesohn Mix/Master: eivesohn (https://x.com/Eivesohn) Topline and Lyrics: Chikafuji Lisa Tune/Time: esther.exe (https://x.com/estherdotexe) Illustration: syni_bread (https://x.com/syni_bread) MV: vclaylien (https://x.com/vclaylien) -- Lyrics -- still hearing that dream i guess i'll rest when i’m sound asleep so the sun’s rising and still here i lie as if it’s surprising the silence is mine do i despise me or fear that it’s not worth the try closing my eyes (restless nights) i’ve memorized the cracks along the ceiling (why can’t i) just find a way to shake this aching feeling (i won’t hide) covered underneath these sheets and lay to waste wired but i’m wide awake cause i’m still hearing that dream hate to be honest so painfully conscious but i’m still sound asleep wearing out thin but my skin is thicker the light’s dim but mine will still flicker on and on ‘til i’ve finally become me i never learned i’m allowed to grow i’m wearing out right to the bone will i find what i’ve been waiting for? like i’m supposed to be meant for more (think i gave up like i had a choice? scream into my pillow, bury my voice sing it one more time, bellows of thunder out from behind my shadow) hate to be honest so painfully conscious but i’m still sound asleep wearing out thin but my skin is thicker the light’s dim but mine will still flicker on and on ‘til i’ve finally become me