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Stream Now: https://bio.to/DeanLewis2026 Shot by: Sean Loaney ------------------- Follow Dean: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/deanlewis Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/deanlewis TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@deanlewis ------------------- LYRICS The sun comes up, but I don’t feel it on my face The leaves start falling, but the seasons never change And my brother says come out, but I just stay away And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain Now it’s dark when it’s light And the spark in my eyes Burning low I should call up my friends I’ve been trying my best To get out of this bed But I think there’s something wrong with my head Oh, I break everything that is good Cause I cannot see the good inside And trust me if I could I would Change the chemicals inside my mind But it’s long long way up that hill Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It’s a long long way up from hell But I, I am getting well My father calls me up and asks me how I am He says that he’ll stop by if I ever need hand And I take that call, but I don’t talk very long I always hang up first and tell him please don’t worry mum Cause it’s dark and it’s light And it’s hard, but I’ll try To be better than I was back then And I’ll run, out of breath Til I’m out of this mess God knows I’m trying my best Oh, I break everything that is good Cause I cannot see the good inside And trust me if I could I would Change the chemicals inside my mind But it’s long long way up that hill Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It’s a long long way up from hell But I, I am getting well I am getting well Even if I still need help I am getting well Even if it's hard to tell I am getting well #DeanLewis #Pop #folk #mentalhealth #acoustic #singersongwriter