Humrahi

My heart already belongs to you, but this heart of yours will always beat for me. That's what my heart says. What is it? Why are you up so early? I just woke up. I'm sorry. What for? About the other day, when I was forcibly taking you back to your place. The truth is that I was just upset, and of course, I didn't really want you to leave. I'm sorry. It's okay. I understand. It must have been such a shock and so emotionally draining for you. Please, never leave me. I will never leave you. I want to spend my entire life with you. I want to grow old with you. Just you and me, forever. Of course, we will. You'll save me, won't you? I'm not ready to die. I want to live with you. Please. What do I do? Nothing is going to happen to you. I'm not so sure about that. Will you do me a favor? Ask me a hundred favors, and I'll grant every single one. Then let's go somewhere today. Just you and me, please. You just gave me your word, so no excuses about my health. I just want to be with you, out of the house. We'll go for a long drive and have dinner. We can go to Mariyam's restaurant, maybe to the beach, and just spend a long time together. So many places? Please. Okay. Pray for me, will you? Maybe there'll be a miracle. You don't have to ask, son. Every fiber of my being is praying for you. You'll miss me, won't you? I’ll give you a slap on the ear if you ever talk like that again. I know you never would. You'll see, your father and Elif will figure something out. What if they can't? Then you can have my heart. I have nothing left to live for anyway. What am I supposed to do with this old, weary heart? It's no use to me. You'll find a heart. Besides, you're the only one who matters to me. Oh, come on, Chanda. Do you really think I'm that selfish? That I would take the heart of a loved one just to stay alive? Then you tell me, son. What should we do? Just wait for my end. Why are you talking like this, son? I've never let you lose in life before, and believe me, I won't let you lose this time either. I'll lose this time. Chanda, you can pray for me, and you can talk to me. But this breath of mine, the beating of my heart, that isn't within your control. My Lord works miracles. Do you think all my prayers and hours spent in prostration are for nothing? It's because I know my Lord is listening, and you'll see, He will come to our aid very soon and grant you a long, healthy life. Then why isn't the darkness within me lifting with your prayers, Chanda? I'm dying. My only wealth is this broken heart where you reside. My Lord knows this very well. All it takes is His one command. Once He decrees it, everything will change. Don’t lose your faith. This one, or this one? You look beautiful in everything. What will you wear? I'll wear whatever. No, whatever won't cut it. We have a date tonight. You need to look the part. Okay. Then you can dress me however you like. But you're the one who has to look stunning today. I want to look at you today to my heart's content. Who knows, it might be our last date. Please, Sayhaan. You're so dramatic, honestly. I was just joking. I'm sorry. Seriously, if you ever say something like that again, you'll see my bad side. There's no one worse than you. What? What did you just say? I said there's no one lovelier than you. No, no. What did you really say? There's no one more lovely than you. Lies! Lies! Good boys don't lie. Tell me the truth, what did you say? I said that you are the most beautiful bit of mischief in my life. I love you. Can I go now? What's wrong with you? You were never this clingy before. Really? Shall I remind you just how persistent I was? What? Didn't you come to my house for compensation? Asking me for money. What money? You were saying you'd talk to my dad, and he'd pay. -I don't know what you're talking about. -Then I told you to go ahead and see him. Hey, let go of me. Let me go. Wait a minute. Good boys tell the truth, right? Listen, I love you. I love you too. What was that? I couldn't hear you. Say it louder. Oh, that's so unfair. Thank you. Thank you. You look absolutely beautiful. You look very handsome, too. Go on, try some. How is it? Sure. Did you make it yourself? The chef made it, but I helped. So, you helped the chef? Well, it isn't bad. Really? It's delicious. Though, nothing holds a candle to Mariyam's cooking. It never could. Why's that? Because she was the best. You know, Mom tried so hard to teach me how to cook, but I never got the hang of it. I just found it incredibly boring. Wait, what? You don't know how to cook? Why didn't you tell me this before? Why? How does that even matter? Of course it matters. I would've weighed up my other options. I might've even reconsidered marrying you. Options? Did you just say you had options? Yes, of course. You know what, you should've married a chef. Why did you choose a doctor? Well, it's a done deal now, isn't it? What can I do? Oh, what a bind you're in. I love you. Alright, tell me something. What in this world are you most afraid of losing? Losing someone I love. I can't bear losing anyone close to me ever again. I just want my loved one to always stay with me. To be by my side. Do you pray for me? All the time. The only person I ever pray for is you. In that case, I'm practically immortal. I'll live to be a hundred. God, a hundred? I don't want to live that long. Why not? I don't know. I'm just not keen on the idea of getting old. What's that supposed to mean? I don't know, it's just funny. I wonder what you'll look like when you're old. I think you'll look just like Dad. Don't you think? The salt-and-pepper beard, the same attitude, the temper, exactly the same. The temper and attitude, I can see that, but a beard? I'm not so sure about that. Maybe. Why? It would really suit you. Sometimes I picture it, and I honestly think you'd look great. You need to believe me. I'm serious. Alright then, if I'm still around, I'll grow one. I'm just kidding. Hey, the pasta's getting cold. -Sayhaan? -Yes? Are you feeling cold? No, not at all. Your hands are freezing. No, they're not. I'm fine, really. Sayhaan, if you're cold, please put something on. We can't take any chances. The slightest flu could… Do you have to constantly remind me that I'm sick and on my deathbed? Is that really necessary? I’m sorry. Fine. I'm freezing, alright? I'm sorry. This whole thing is just eating me alive, this thought that I'm going to die. I haven't done anything with my life. Nothing for Dad, nothing for you, not even for myself. How am I just supposed to die like this? We just got married. We vowed we'd be together, and now I'm just going to die? How can I just die like this? How can I just die like this? Is this how our story ends? I'm sorry. To hell with the law. If he starts causing trouble, well, that's what I have you for. Finish him. What are you standing there for? Come on in. Come on. I brought you coffee. Thank you. I've been spoiled by your coffee. Nothing else hits the spot anymore. I wanted to ask you something, if you don't mind. This is about what you just overheard, isn't it? Why do you do all this? This system... once you're in, there's no getting out. But surely you wish you didn't have to go to such extremes? You must have tried to find a different way out at some point, right? You see, this system is like quicksand. When people like me try to change course once they're in, the system grabs them by the ankles and drags them deeper. It doesn't give people like me a chance to break free. I don't understand much about all that, but whatever it is you do, please, stop signing people's death warrants. I truly believe that all of this is what's pushing Sayhaan away from us. Please, think about it, Dad. You decide matters of life and death when it comes to others, but when it comes to your own son, despite everything you have, his life is the one thing you can't buy. Please, think carefully about what I've said. Sayhaan, are you going somewhere? Sayhaan? I'm just running an errand. I'll be back. Sayhaan, you shouldn't have come here, especially not driving yourself. It isn't safe for you. Doctor, it was essential that I came today. Today... excuse me. Since I took a shower this morning, there's been a crushing weight on my chest. My shoulders feel incredibly heavy as well. It's an unsettling feeling. I've had trouble catching my breath all morning, and this is the first time it's ever happened like this. And yet, you still risked driving yourself all the way here? I just want you to finally be completely honest with me about my condition. I came to you because I need to hear the truth. Sayhaan, contrary to our initial prognosis, your heart is deteriorating far more rapidly than we anticipated. How much time do I have left? A year? Six months? Three months? Just tell me. I can handle it. Dad wouldn't tell me a thing. That's exactly why I've come to you to find out how much time I have left. What stage is the illness at? Everyone's keeping me in the dark, so please, just tell me. Sayhaan, there's no point in draining yourself with such dark thoughts. I'm not draining myself, Doctor. I'm asking because I have a right to know what's happening to me. I just got married. How much time do I have with my wife, with my dad? Look, fixating on this won't do you any good. The only viable solution is what I've already told you, a heart transplant. What if that doesn't happen? Thank you. Dad! As you wish, sir. Dad, Sayhaan just left. Where to? I don't know. He left without saying anything. I tried to ask, but he wouldn't tell me. You should've told me. I would've stopped him. I'll go and find him. Hold on. Just wait. Zakariya, trace Sayhaan's car. Find his exact location. Yes, sir. I'm on it. Relax. Just relax, okay? The tracker puts him at Dr. Salar's hospital. That's where his car is. The hospital? That's right. Why would he be at the hospital? Sayhaan, contrary to our initial prognosis, your heart is deteriorating far more rapidly than we anticipated. The only viable solution is what I've already told you, a heart transplant. Dr. Salar? Yes, sir? What? Alright, we're coming right away. Right. -Dad? -What happened? Sayhaan went to see Dr. Salar, and his condition has taken a sharp turn. We have to go right now. Please, let's go. Oh, God. Sayhaan hasn't regained consciousness yet. We've given him some injections, but if he keeps pushing himself like this, it won't end well for him. You're a doctor. You're fully aware of his condition. You need to keep a closer watch on him. Yes, sir. I will. Salar. What about the donors? Is there any update? Did you find one? As I've told you before, he has an extremely rare blood type. Finding a matching donor is next to impossible. Impossible? Make it possible. Look, as doctors, we're doing everything in our power, and we'll keep at it. But so far, there hasn't been a single positive response. We'll keep Sayhaan here under observation overnight, and we'll shift him to a room in the morning. What is it? Sayhaan? Sayhaan, what's wrong? Are you alright? Are you okay? What are you doing? You need to wear this. Sayhaan, what's wrong? I just saw Mom in my dream. She's calling for me. I think my time is up. No, please don't say that. That isn't true at all. Don't talk like that. I love Mom so much, I really do. But I don't want to go yet. Nothing's going to happen to you, Sayhaan. Trust me. I want to stay here, with you. Our life has only just begun. Sayhaan, please. Before you, I was just surviving, not living. Please, save me. Find a way. I just want to be with you. Please, don't talk like that. I'm not going to make it. Just like Mariyam left us, I think I'm leaving too. Sayhaan, please, just stop! Okay, fine. From now on, I'll do whatever you say. Will you do something for me? You promise? Just take care of Dad when I'm gone. If you're that worried about your dad, then you can stay and take care of him yourself. But if I don't make it, just promise you'll take care of him. He's so alone. I know he never remarried after Mom's death because of me. Please, just look after him. What about me? What about your love for me? What will happen to me? It's this feeling, my love for you, that doesn't want this to end. Please, just hold on to me. Save me. I don't want to leave you. Then don't leave me. Sayhaan. Sayhaan, please. Please, relax. You need to calm down, okay? Please, put this back on. Everything will be okay. It isn't good for you to talk so much. Please relax. Dear God, why is all this happening to me? How can Sayhaan leave me like this? So soon... What will I do without him? I have no one left. Who will I live for once he's gone? What'll even be the point of living anymore? Dad? I was just talking to Elif about you. What about? I was telling her that she should look after you when I'm gone. What are you talking about? Dad, I love you. I'm just so worried about you. Don't you worry about me. Nothing is going to happen to me. No, Dad. Don’t say anything. I just want to tell you everything that’s on my mind. I need to get it all out. Dad, do you remember? I used to tell you that one day, I’d have to pay the price for your actions. No, Dad. I’m not blaming you. Please, Dad. Please don’t cry like this in front of me. I’ve never seen you cry before, Dad. Please, stop crying. Dad, you always said that you’re Ghazi Yousuf, that you can do anything. That’s right. I can still do anything. Then save me, Dad. Why aren’t you doing anything? Dad, what’s happening to me? Am I going to die like this? Please, Dad, save me. I don’t want to die. My life with Elif has only just begun. How can I leave her? It breaks my heart every time I see her, Dad. -Please, do something! -I will. Dad, promise me. -Dad, promise me you’ll save me. -I promise. I will save you. Dad, how can I bear to see her like this… I promise, I will save you! Doctor! Keep holding on, son. Doctor! We have put Sayhaan on a ventilator because his heart is not supporting his body at all.