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[Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] you you hi just one second let me post on my insta story just give me one second ten seconds ten seconds just a second you you [Music] okay I think I'm ready hi hi I just like when you make sure that it posted so I need to go throw my chapstick hi how are you guys doing today hey how is the audio okay is any nothing's too loud also my okay I probably should have fixed my break but it's fine hi hi hi hi hi reading house audio is the music okay am I too loud is it too quiet hey conky I love cardigans well I'm getting all I'm getting different stuff this is I've had this for so long but it's the only cardigan I really have so today's gonna be a great stream because I'm playing call of duty for the first time with Janet and Celine so I'm very very excited very excited alright also I'll be uploading videos regularly regularly starting tomorrow I'm a little quiet my really where's Celine uh I'm not I'm not sure if she's all moved into the house yeah but she is [Music] I I mean all of my bed stuff I bought a brand new bed I got all new stuff come in so I'll start sleeping at the other house starting tomorrow I think I think she's just speaking softly hello hello audio kind of low test test is that better is that better I like precious well I decided I need to stop wearing sweaters all the time because it's becoming an issue like I just I think I'm just gonna just you know screw it I don't care about anything anymore okay all right I told myself I wasn't gonna be I wasn't gonna be like this today I'm fine I'm fine okay this still a little low okay how about this test test I made it louder test test you should fix my hair okay my bad I care about things it's just you know I feel like I'm becoming a bit desensitized yeah I think I should fix my hair no it doesn't matter cuz it's too loud now I guess it doesn't matter cuz I'm gonna have a headset on anyways see everything's fine test test here's the quartet sounds the scene right done really redundancy thanks for the donal happy hump day is it Wednesday oh my gosh you guys I have been killing it in the gym okay you know when you're just like really sad and you just hate everything and just life and then you go to the gym and then you feel the pain it's kind of addicting I'm not gonna lie my entire body is so sore like my legs my butt my abs I actually worked out my arms which I hardly ever did I worked out my arms and my back and now I'm so sore but it like it like hurts but it feels good you know it feels really good it's almost addicting so today alexia now we're gonna go to the gym but we've gone like literally five days in a row we've gone like five days in a row so today we were gonna go and then she was like well maybe we should just take the day off so that we can have a big leg day tomorrow and I was like you're right we should probably not go to the gym today cuz you're supposed to let your body recover right but it felt really wrong not going to the gym today so I just kind of I you know I ate some veggies and stuff and then I and I was like well I I should at least stream today great I should stream religion thanks to the Darnell thanks so much twist thanks for joining thank you thank you the gym is a therapy face I'm telling you guys you guys if you hate yourself go to the gym I'm tell I'm I I so lonely scouts honor I'm telling you if you just are angry or mad or whatever go to the gym and yourself but in a good way in a good way hurt yourself and get jacked I don't know I feel like I've been really enjoying it that's very therapeutic also I've been writing a lot and I realize I haven't really written anything in a really long time because who like uses a pen anymore if you're not in school so I I've been journaling a lot like every single day like multiple times a day like whenever I just had to start thinking about stuff or like my brain is on the fritz or whatever I'll just grab a journal let it write it all down and then I'll go back and read through my journal and I'm like oh my god I have actually it would keep private no one nobody needs to see you know what I've been writing down but you know it's been helping me it kind of helps being able to go back and like read what you've been writing and stuff you know so I recommend that as well denon thanks to the dono one of the youtubes being shipped so I just uh I'm pretty sure it sells on the website when they're being shipped let me see let me see look at edition Valkyrie here hold on it says it this is a pre-order it will ship between March 9th and the 16th you can still buy it I don't even know you can still buy it I thought it was like done interesting so yeah there's that all right let me get in a call with my girls um so you guys Alexia has been helping me so much with buying decorations and furniture and I just want to like decorate the whole apartment I'm gonna do another apartment tour once Selene and I are all settled in and then after we're completely done being settle then is when I'm gonna start cooking and we're gonna do cooking streams often like actually doing a lot of cooking stuff I want to do a cooking series on Instagram where it's just like very quick you know how I did like the voiceover for that one workout video I didn't I want to do a cooking series where I make something for the first time and then I have a guest at the end taste-tested I think that would be I think that would be really good I think that would be really good I have a lot of people that I've been saying they want to try my food and I was like you know even if it does poison them or something like they you know it's free food and I think gamers just want free food and then I just want to be like just I feel like it's something I've always wanted to do but I've never taken time to focus on like learning how to cook I'm telling you I've been ordering food I order food all the time I go out to eat all the time so I feel like this is one of the best hobbies you can ever have is learning how to cook cuz it's cheaper it's probably therapeutic to like cook on your own you know what's in your food and it'd probably be that tasty stuff if you make it right and then also it's also you have to eat or else you'll die you got to eat so it's you know it's a win-win-win situation just got to eat without any food okay let me message the girls and see when they're getting on I'm playing Call of Duty with ex choco bars and stars mannan on Twitch they are Selene who is my new roomie replacing Michael because Michael moved out and Janet our friend from Canada yeah there is such a thing as cooking therapy oh I feel like anything that requires anything that requires your mind that stimulates your mind in some way can be therapeutic depending on how you're approaching it right like even even artists I'm sure like if you're you know you're drawing and stuff I'm sure drawing is therapeutic to some people I cannot draw oh wait I was talking about my journal I I wanted to mention how did I get off topic like that anyways so I've been journaling I want to talk my talk about a handwriting my handwriting is ass okay Janice says she's ready I'm ready just talking to chat until you guys are ready I love my friends you guys I have made it I don't know what's been going on but I have just been so blessed with the best girls ever and you know who else I've been bonding with a lot recently Alyssa Alyssa the artist so I think after the corona virus dies down and stuff I'm gonna go fly to Vegas and stay with her and like hang out with her and stuff she's like we've just been like clicking really well I don't know just all these girls are so nice and sweet and I'm just so happy I don't think I've ever had this many friends before it's really nice yes pokey - of pokey and Celine Alexia just everybody like Brooke all these girls Leslie everyone Jordan face with a dodo hi ray I just wanted to say that I'm glad you're back to doing well for yourself life is a roller coaster and just have to ride out whatever hi-low you're on you got this yeah I uh I definitely my emotions are definitely up and down up and down up and down sometimes I'm like holy crap and then sometimes I'm like oh [ __ ] you know what I mean but it's I definitely I'm definitely going through it but I feel like I'm on an upwards upwards curve upwards curve which is exciting for me because I didn't think I would feel this way for a very very very long time I really thought that I was gonna be very very very sad for months and months and months and months but I don't know I've just been seeing the benefits it's crazy it's really really crazy you know I saw very well no I don't I don't know myself very well I'm realizing that I think recently what's been helping me is the the freedom you have when you're just alone I think that's what I've been realizing the most is that there is no extra stressor there is nothing there is nothing there is no nothing holding me back or stopping me or like the sadness the stress isn't stopping me anymore there's nothing in the way which is really really cool I don't know I feel like I'm getting to a good place any reason why you thought you were gonna be down for so long yeah my man left me that's why but it's fine honestly I think about it in a way where you know the reasons why he also he wanted to not be in a relationship I applied it to myself and I'm realizing the benefits you know so I don't know I like I'm understanding it's like it's becoming clear to me now I don't know he's good it's okay he's okay please give me a nickname Trey Damien thanks with Donal I added you on Instagram I love you so much please say you love me back I love you in a platonic way it's five she says what it is I think I think I have a very good base mindset on everything you know and I feel like I'm only going to get better and better and better as a human being hi original how are you Kevin and her fans hello alright so right now we're just waiting for my friends to get on we're waiting for Janet and Celine whereas the gameplay um like I said we're just waiting for my friends to get on we're waiting for Janet and Celine I literally just started the stream chill my ways up so they say I mean you could probably stay stagnant for a really long time but I don't want to be stagnant at all okay I says that HyperX cloud headset yah-yah-yah do you save or invest your money I both in some ways hi kitty Kay how are you hi hi hi okay I'll be patient yeah chill out I can't it's apparently I haven't played a single game of the new Call of Duty or whatever it is but from what nadeshot been saying and courage has been saying they are really enjoying the game which makes me kind of curious about it so I'm really hoping I really enjoyed the game so I heard that there's only one game mode and it's in groups of three so you can't play solos right it's in teams of three so I gotta wait for I gotta wait for Celine and Janet it's gonna be interesting Oh won't let me add you oh okay okay they're ready hold on oh thanks Gabriel happy saline found a place to you I know I'm so happy I'm so so happy let's see here I need to add saline add friend [Music] added you it's only trios yeah you can choose to fill or not fill oh I see so that's how you play solo I mean I don't really want to play solo anyways a did you okay added sitting just don't feel issues and it's yeah if you don't fill it's still gonna be a 1 V 3 that doesn't see worth it at all can't bounce back from anything I mean I think the moral of the story is that even though we're not together anymore it's a win-win situation he is going to become extraordinary I think I'm going to do my best to become extraordinary and then you know in the future who knows if the destiny stars aligned then maybe it will work out again and if we find other people then then we're extraordinary and we're happy with someone else in so it feels like everything's fine you know the destiny stars hi hello hi hi how are you guys I'm good how are you good I'm so excited to play are you guys in deep like like alright just in the main screen okay that's good I can't even get to that screen right now oh yeah I'm gonna open the game yeah oh I'm updating my drivers now because I don't know why oh I like how's the audio chair Thank You loud froze my whole stream labs like really are you texting your computer or something can you guys hear me okay by the way and my leg is louder okay okay hold on let me to see if I can figure this stuff out okay okay I'm starting to panic they're good okay they're good okay okay um all right please create an active vision account from above hey everybody over here will continue I guess okay I'm watching the game watch or slinko uh-oh she's restarting her discord oh okay wait why would it do that I don't know game is being weird Oh No what happened I have to update my drivers to don't try it first and then yeah I tried to open the I just click play and then it was like no oh I had so much time to do this earlier I didn't know this is the thing I know me too oh man oh man okay well my drivers ready hello oh my computer looked like it was frozen for a bit oh my god [Music] okay okay just a warning when you open the game it's gonna be very loud very very loud okay [Music] we're good we're good much better okay ow my ears okay chat where should I put my webcam where is the best place for my webcam is it like here is this a good place for it you turn it off the music yeah obviously loud let's see here the middle top oh my god this game was made for strong history ever oh no your crush and crashing on your ear dear after we start oh my goodness gracious is this normal and it's loud again I swear to God every time you know it doesn't remember that I turned it down and every time it crashes and I put it back up just laughs okay how do I update my drivers I think it crashed again did you update your drivers yeah and it's still crashing I'm just gonna leave it and it's gonna be loud I think it's because maybe I keep alt tabbing to like turn it down and every time I do and I click back it crashes so I'm just gonna let it be loud well there's probably setting then just meet the music it's working it's working it's working it's working okay that's me Janet and Celine talk it down gas is closing in we need to exfil now you guys in Bremen I can tell this name is so low price something's wrong in for dance they're targeting their own we need to find out why Sen fighters I can trust Oh what's wrong with them okay audio music everything is it go down a notch just a wittle [ __ ] how's that okay okay okay all right play test let's go sergeant engage engage watching this is zero 6o need air support and I need it now I finally did you do that on tutorial yet we tried to do the tutorial Oh the tutorial is like annoyingly long really my chat was saying it's not ok anything longer than 30 seconds for me is too true alright let's just hop on in I think you have to do the tutorial oh come on we really yeah there was no other button I could click practice reward ok BRB wait Jana have you done it mm-hmm I'm gonna do it now ok ok let's see right now alright I'm just gonna do it right now oh my goodness gracious where's the option to do it it's like the middle section in war zone every operator is equipped with an element best [Music] all right arm is my sensitivity high okay and farmer blades bite you all right ammo Oh for for have to pick up armor put it on play the blue bars on the logo and it add you yet [Music] but is it a good idea if we don't do the tutorials fine okay in the game how do you invite people slain I literally just hit the you know on the top right it has your social like people online I just clicked that and then I invited I mean oh we're ready we're ready I've been practicing APEC so much oh my god think okay what do I care enough where where we're putting a shield on is for battle royale are we queued up different triplets set to full screen for 144 Hertz okay so I my eyes are the type of eyes where I'm just not gonna notice that what 44 and 60 yes you do Janet no I don't guess you do Janet don't even yes you do I know if I show you do it might be one of those things where you don't know but subconsciously you do okay I don't sit 150 hundreds already here wait that's why oh you guys think we can get a win huh we think we can get a win oh but can we have fun yes yes no I believe I believe okay okay I need a light a candle so that I'll call [Music] going how do I even know this is anywhere in the lobby [Music] it's not real it's not real Oh what is this cutscene oh my god get me out of this cutscene its own is it lacking [Music] where where she fell where should we go oh my god okay boy chill somewhere excuse me all right maybe if we go somewhere safe oh yeah I was jumping for all of us I do that too fast oh you people in the air [Music] [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Laughter] [Applause] [Music] okay okay thank you thank you okay kid okay heart what is my health where do I look at my home okay well there's a lot of stuff on the ground oh no no no I don't I'm sure I don't think that I have zero is there friendly fire in this game no oh okay what cash does anybody watch doing you have this yeah I just want you old I have 2400 I want Shields who where am I where can we go shopping oh my god shopping lately wait where do we find shields on the floor on the floor on the floor okay oh oh do you see the shopping cart on the map okay let's go there let's go oh oh you can go shop actually shop [Music] [Music] [Music] this is better oh it's legendary nevermind I have zero armor can you only have one gun at a time no you can have to wait Jenna how did you throw a name oh that Jen how'd you throw need oh I muted scrolled by the scroll button scroll scroll button you'd like impress it oh she's meeting she aye aye aye I didn't we're very Embassy's five on my mouse all my Sheila's upset okay how'd you get up there okay so from this box right here right below me this box okay wait we came here to shop mister God okay whoa where's the shop is this is shot so I can climb this god this reminds me of pub G haha I only have $700 is there fall damage in this game I'm not sure Wow we need a lot of money you guys I have 2400 may I give you my money guys pick up this armor puddi I bought it for you Oh silly I'm clean how do I apply it oh right yeah whoa wait Rachel you should have one too let me drop one okay I dropped too many hey where's the vice [Music] [Music] there's a lot of it ar mo wait hey huh let me drop you very protected guys I'm yeah I have four kills oh wait don't you check how many kills how do you check the kills top right I have to go why I have one kill see we're popping off no we are though that's all you need oh look at this RPG Oh somebody somebody somebody it says common my weapons election always my brightness really high okay I did put my brightest brightness up like a log because I didn't want to be scared like oh okay that does look a lot better I'm not gonna lie I just got scared like I didn't want to be like a horror game or you think oh there's a drop near by who's shooting is someone to shoot we're still in the circle at least is there a way to run without our god we get third party yeah is that what it is like what is that noise I can't tell if that noise is just the gas or people actually try forget how to p11 yeah I don't have a king either do you guys want to go sure oh my god aren't we gonna take fall damage more news I didn't Oh Beauty should like shoot him from oh you can high location shoot oh really yeah that's cool what is that sound [Applause] [Music] what's that bomb something's gonna go explode you guys to zones exploding okay oh we should probably get somewhere hidden I'm so scared I think it's a car or something right yeah we're running towards the shots I think can you slide in this game I don't think so am i crash or am I prone I'm crouched or oh yeah maybe we [Laughter] [Music] [Laughter] roadie oh it's C it's C it's okay I was 250 500 is this straight dude running across yeah there's two of them West 285 how do we know if we did damage to them I think you see it like spurts of blood mmm I think I hit him once I hit him zero times so are they down there I think they're close to that dome area this is such a cute map wait what is that what is this I don't know how to shoot that far I was like what is that shiny thing is huge in this game okay okay okay oh no I'm Chyna I want to loo a sniper there's also shot South okay oh I'm also a shiny thing oh I'm scared what is this whoa whoa are you doing it I don't know how to do it I have a shield for you I have a shield for you wait here a sling anyone right oh you press tab and then you hover over the armor plate drop a stack hahaha oh wow yeah alright I think we're doing good ladies got the so it's still okay oh oh at 285 he's on the building oh oh oh he's coming towards us southwest okay I'm gonna watch the stairs I think he ran I think he ran across what's cute it seemed like he was solo what is oh am I supposed to secure that thing oh okay do you see uh I'm gonna go secure BRB I'm securing the Intel we come with me come with me so I picked up this thing on the ground and it says $4,000 secure the Intel on the map there's a yellow marker do you see the mark oh it's probably your quest there's a quest this quest this isn't mm oh wow tamanna we need to go buy another like more stuff that clip of me we're securing we're secure a medical Ridge here and that's but what is a Calahan well there's a vehicle you see that isn't like oh but a warthog I don't know what to call it what fall no it's driving away from us yes we need to find shelter I see the car card in this game sounds okay oh there's a bio Isis is there 18 people after 40 there's 18 teams left I think there's 40 oh my god wait oh my god I feel like we're like out meal yeah this is scary oh no they're already in the city damn in a bar Oh Celine Uther's yeah we got to go get shelter real quick I'm thirsty like like you want to go kill them Oh [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] oh my noggin was showing I really wanted to save I don't know how go there right behind you guys [Music] Rachel yeah I think I'm dead dead you can get spicy so does our team only get one doo doo doo or maybe oh I think I had to stay alive and then Selene wind Gulag and then if I went oh Selene were you in it no no I always thank you oh my god okay this game is so loud I can barely hear you I know I don't know how their audio is so messed up I think that was a good first game yeah 15 yeah out of what a la alive I think it's 150 people Oh chat saying that after top 25 you can't do the do lag anymore oh so it's good we did good we did good my audios I must say hey wait am I in your guys's lobby oh do we have to you guys again you guys got slinko headshot but didn't we have full shield like how do you just you just died from a head shot I put the sniper I didn't insane sniper oh oh is it f okay zigu leg it's the good oh it's not too laggy it's good hug jeez Louise this is intensive alright we go again are you learning backflips I'm trying to learn how to do I'm getting better at doing headstands I'm trying to learn how to do handstands now alright we go again wait is this gonna pay to win is it just skins in the battle pass or D those batons I don't know these look like guns wow I can't believe how many people are in a lobby Sam the mob C was huge yeah Wow chat what do you guys think about the game you guys enjoy it I can't I'm out and my volume is down but I can already hear the refugee I mean I'm not raging I'm kind of just I'm getting scared it's very scary oh my god Gulick is like goola goola goola it's nice that the game makes you land with pistols like yeah yeah but I felt like I swear I was putting so many bullets into someone and they just would not die with this so yeah I think the pistol is really weak it's so easy thank you oh yeah you can create a loadout that's my oh really yeah very cool I wait let me go back okay so in weapons yeah why slow mode on just so people like one person doesn't spam over and over you know so we can't control the chat you guys were popping off I had one kill oh my god damage damage help I have a crossbow whoa oh it forces me oh okay standing still is bad and is there a wave like you know I think it's just like it's either this or a loading screen [Music] okay battle royale [Music] you later men Oh guys look see Oh downtown down very Park the parks out there feels nice okay let's go to the park that's all the bird let's go to the beach beeps that's it away oh did I pull it too soon how do I move forward it's so slow yeah it seems really oh maybe the WS alrighty - are you okay we're on our way guys I feel so slow you want to chop here where's Josh I'm landing and I don't see anyone else coming oh wait art that's a bird never mind well it's a bird oh I'm gonna lean on the ceiling oh okay it's building right here okay I'm gonna enter your building and I really oh my god this little horror game oh wait this place is awful what oh my god what is this this is so scary okay buildings are huh wait can you get through these doors or no okay we gotta get some loot I got some money ooh the Box open open open [Music] got these what like you ran through the door without even open have shops and ammo for eight shotguns good I have no idea it's a what's a maza oh it's okay Patrick these two the dodo you did you guys did good your first go-around quick tip to help hold 40 loads armored back the back without pressing in a while okay by your teammates back in for 4,500 ARS or your best friend Oh stick nice how do you mount anyone want this playable cover oh great yeah are you okay yeah yeah I feel like I'm hearing things but nothing's there yeah here is your best friend I'm missing an armor I have an extra armored recon device you guys want to lose sure okay so there's no scopes in this game I guess some guns come with there's a claymore is this better than the guy huh oh yeah they're both guys I want to shoot my gun to practice it oh I need the crates we need three crates circle defense it's a semtex oh okay I'm going to practice this gun I'm sorry if it scares you oh you're ready open crates it counts to the quest that's good [Music] how take it these are not new players oh my god this looks like resident [Music] oh no oh no oh no you win this bite and you return to the frontline if you lose you hold your up soldier now go sort this [ __ ] out yeah then shot him in the face I was was addictive footsteps okay where we go where do we go we lose everything oh I think this place has been nice nice class or our gear levels up yeah what is NEX dude I want to go shop oh whoa whoa whoa I'm flying a drone I can look at it thermal - that's crazy that is a lot of cool stuff pistol [Music] [Music] okay I'm gonna I'm gonna buy you guys hey hey I'm gonna buy you guys it's all that loot at so what happens if I don't someone sniping someone I because from where it sounded like it was West oh you guys there's so much loot where our bodies where Rachel's yeah yeah yeah I'm gonna try to help you out here's the loot wow I should use oh okay there's action to the north oh this is class I try to walk through glass okay so you when you have the air strike you can't do that inside uh I don't even know what I was doing oh yeah they're in this building I see their car oh you pointed to a place apparently Oh [Music] RTB for resupply hear them but they could take that car someone keeps talking I'm going to meet my drone I don't change my fov oh oh this is too dizzy that isn't a drone this backdoor UAV shows a new habit your own yeah why didn't someone tell me to deploy a drone I don't even have a drum I've dropped this those you get refill you have opens I'm off oh my gosh I can put the clamor down and pick it back up how do I pick my thing back up what did you drop lethal ammo and equipment Oh oh cool oh I guess we're stopped here it's like yeah oh yeah yeah yeah let's go let's go okay oh okay someone's on top of this building oh no I think we should take him out okay yeah somehow the stairs oh I am going with you we really got one at a time oh god oh god we're gonna bust this door open us aniseh leaves here and run in runs please I'm just gonna up all the stairs that's all there's a dead person here okay cool you took the stairs okay cross to catch oh yeah I'm by the elevator oh wait they're right out yeah yeah good guys ready are you guys ready I want to open the door okay we're gonna go guns blazing okay okay oh you guys oh and pisode would I go because I chop more oh I don't have any so may not let me fly like you everything we can redeploy that was such a good plan right oh yeah I didn't expect it well you guys we just keep that door down and then the rest of the car here oh there's people flying in the air guys that's careful I see you guys flying in the air you've seen birds oh these are birds we should go say we should go side oh we should do the same thing and bust the door down and just yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you can can okay okay okay this is a bazooka oh it's common finding money is fun I'm gonna put a clean board okay guys you're Hedy okay he's for sure out there I think so I saw someone land out here clear we're clear these 44 may be here hello the gas is steep oh yeah they might be there's someone on the ground are you fighting someone yeah there's Southwest on the ground I fell off god oh my god oh my god the recoil is I reload I reload [Music] so when they get glowy like that that means is there a way where I can like be in the same pardon easy guys yeah how do we stay I'd wait yeah how do I leave without leaving party oh I guess it's just oh the party leader has to do it okay okay so Selene make the party in the mix on all the games can you invite me I left on myself yeah okay someone said I need a lower my settings cuz it slaking apparently oh my gosh it's very this game does have some addictive qualities that's for sure hi chat I'm sorry for it neglecting you I'm just trying to learn that was our second game so we're learning every game we're learning a little bit more just a little bit and then I'll look at my loadout anyway how do I just is there a way to just click on you guys enjoying I don't know can you wait ready oh I see oh yeah I could just join you guys oh nice I feel so neglected no I don't feel neglected nice nice nice nice this is soap if you fly down if you cut the parachute and bring it back out I just like farther those people wasn't so really it looks happy I'm trying phantom I have a lot of things to be grateful for and I feel like you know just because my relationship failed doesn't mean that I can't you know there's not a you know it's not the end of the world right I would try never is only for what Danny honestly I don't know why people were so president say they said don't know I like a great they like three thank you so those are us it's true I feels everything is locked right now we level we can do it so far is that smashed into a billion pieces but let me tear Andy I'm excited I'm excited for when slash if we do become friends again in the far future all right uh-huh I have to click something Oh we go you're gonna find someone that fits better than you could ever imagine hopeful better um I'm just uh this one's good I don't have to cut anything I don't want to think about that I think right now just focusing on me and like friends for the first time in like an incredible amount of time is making me really happy like I'm actually I don't know I'm excited to just like not feel like I need a relationship my transition work because I signed a contract I'm on YouTube they're working on stuff it's just taking a long time but self-care yeah create your loadout how I have zero idea how this works [Music] everyone hated yeah yeah did you guys already customize your loadouts Oh little i don't know is it looks like a lot yeah and there wasn't much I could choose from yeah you loved the podcast at OU TV I didn't get to watch it was it good okay it's not that I didn't get to watch it so I have watching but I do think like ow fourth don't worry one battle royale why are you always this quadrant I don't know yeah I always make us go far away but I really know what I'm not like I like for weeks it feels like it's safe yeah I feel like we just don't know what if I'm being what's it called officiants yeah like dry parachute early or later by Sabo have a great day someone is shoot be trapped are you guys [Music] in a building do you see someone sleep yeah I'm coming you are you serious no one down upward down inside down down down there's a lot more in there there's one more in there get his ass I really thought I was gonna die there we gotta say Vaseline oh she's are you in that thingy Selene y'all a bunch oh you got this you got this you got this guy's it's okay if you don't we have money we have money wow this is Mikey no problems is always a pistol fight by the way it's different time I was a strong one last time yeah okay okay okay wow you're loaded girl okay okay and then let's go shopping okay we're gonna shop for Celine yeah you see you need me oh it doesn't show on the map yeah I guess we just got a runaround yeah is there a itself so Celine can you ping it apparently you can Pina Oh oh you can see I don't know how to sing it but someone said he can ping it I don't know if they did that yeah we found it we found it nice by Cellini okay okay okay buying Celine come in milady wait where is it Oh oh it glows green okay oh my god yellow like bananas oh okay okay oh god oh god it's happening again okay okay I don't got okay this is it this is it [Music] it's [Music] I feel so disrespected all right I'm already a to do leg and he's given three rock to be so Ted is so rude oh my god and why me the other person why not throw the other guy why me okay hold on and gulag there is no Murray C Lamberth greenie mark she's so sad rocks with the other guy okay that was another because maybe they're on the same team Rachel helping me through a rocks now what the heck how come she went oh error did you guys get in there no no how do i uncured I'll just leave lobby okay yeah Oh Peter said it's random and that Peter threw rocks at random people well that's not nice because Salman okay I'm in MIT I think are you my party I try to there's three of us Oh random person a party hi do you see me typing Oh someone left it's this real oh that was me what the heck okay I just left that completely okay can we try again oh then who is this joinable let join wait did you leave sleep who's that behind me I should be with you now right yes yes i whistling okay yah yah yah all right I'm in ok ok you're in how come it doesn't say like your names on top of I know damn sits Miranda you can throw rocks at people randomly how do ya why did they have to add that in there it's not nice - its arrived sorry throw Tata right for my life I bought a battle pass I didn't even know I had money to buy battle pass okay I feel like I clicked a button in it happen what do you guys think so far I don't like it I want to get I like though like more than apex like replacement it's different it's different I think it's nice for new stuff but eventually because right now it is just like pub stopping mm-hmm I heard it is skill-based matchups though for the pub public games sausage will be deployed right all right that's enough [ __ ] about for real Cena amen I love sniping you're good cubes I haven't been playing any games quite a while like past two months this is like my first gaming stream and probably passing up a leader [Music] [Music] like it's like nope [Music] I'm gonna perish you I think I could okay we've got the gun in the run - you okay I'm running where are you house had nothing I can't they didn't full kill you no she I you like ran into a tree or something yep all right guys we ready Vantage here I know I don't work on besides a pistol and that makes me nervous I just have a pistol - oh I hear shooting pretty close where are the guns oh my god I feel like I'm raising you breaking boss yes okay I'm gonna test this gun okay okay hey there do you want I can good yeah I have two guns here here here okay tab how do I drop it alright here's this shot at that and then maybe this oh it's tap and then oh it was just like ammo and stuff I don't feel safe with her what happened grenade no a bazooka drop my point Lake so that I could know how to drop a god well you've killed yourself twice as three times sighs guys guys I broke his armor Oh Oh I am so mad here we go raging [Music] hey Janice good yes Jesus doing really well I'm very impressed at how you're playing Janet it's almost like you've been playing this before it's crazy this is the one okay wait $0 makes money yeah how do you how do you make money I think you open boxes and do quests hideaway um Rachel remember when you've got a quest how did you toggle that I picked something not eating am I the leader it's not I think I am okay says you guys are not joinable anyway so you pick up a thing off a ground look you have to find the quest and then and then it's highlights wait wait wait oh wait oh I think as nine but go pick up quest out of boxes okay yeah yeah how come why am I not there we didn't know it says joinable them okay I want to be better see like everyone's being so sneaky and good yeah that guy like just I think my chats calling it a drop shot there their flaming him they're like who drop shot still would a drop shot nerd try hard and stuff yeah who does that yeah we go again I swear I did Rihanna battle her in the cave yeah I'm pretty sure I thought I added you we try leader grab some target practice what you can with deploying suit all right now stop [ __ ] about how we do this for real I thought me died in that Lobby before I think it's odd that our first game was our best game does that happen I will not kill myself this point for your tape your later all right we're yet you wanna go yeah that's our spot that's our spot now let's do it you think it matters if you look up or down how do people travel parachuting early good Wow dude who the hell is that Oh it's just kind of far I feel like I've like played in air like there's gonna be like 20 people left yeah but we still go in committing yeah I think I can still make it there are people in that town I think I have to land across the bridge I'm pressing like I remember that I made it I made it Wow I'm gonna run on over so I'm terrified oh thank god is there a team there what I see what I see dead silent what sudden do I have how do I see what I'm doing she gone swimming I'll play that in a future Amy Amy Amy I want to find an M before says it's like the best gun I swear all I find our absentee [Music] I mean this teammates are probably me right here on your everyone OE God is there a way to run faster maybe his teammates are the ones that are shooting like weeds I can bust out the door like that your sound enemy is my sound enemy Oh a shield a shield me me me me Oh Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray has no shield oh that sounds near is it in here oh no here here here oh thank you I found some more shields for you guys slinky okay well fine you just gonna use it oh my god if I'm half way you don't need to I see a question mark on the map I want to go to it that's like a quest Oh what is that Oh a shield to you supply box identify parking location now oh what a quest okay there we go you see that magnifying glass yeah yeah let's is that what you wanted to go to oh you picked up the quest in that popped up and where's the m22 4240 behind the gate or the metal thing he's like by the entrance he might be alone fire is it one guy I got it nice teammates oh you looking for an m4 yeah oh right in right here he has one and it's we can buy some um let's let's finish this quest - and then we'll have enough oh yeah you'll have tons of money cuz it shows you where the chests are are we running to this thing yeah the magnifying glass is part of her what is this oh it's the air of a helicopter alright now we have to go to the shopping place wherever it is you wouldn't see a shopping place maybe we could drive around and find a shop yes [Music] this truck drivable oh but this one is alright how do we get in I mean the truck [Applause] like [Music] oh my gosh Oh [Music] this was like a minute over did all right guys I don't know where the shop is I want to see what this is there's like a $4,200 we have to kill miss derring-do all right let's go let's go Jackson if Jackson oh boy here is gonna get it we're gonna track Dorian let's go it's a lady Weezer's who's MPN what are they called [Music] real and canoes and community that's an area [Music] oh Jenny where are you both with the targets is it oh my god not this again teammates in the gulang if they survive they can redeploy I hit him to a God dang it we can buy you something back we just need a good day yeah we just oh no they're just watching we're like hardly out of the zone - what are we to do what we do let's leave okay that's right died yeah you later man you don't you don't so far [Music] I guess that's why the bounty was a lot of you lose your fight is over your up soldier go sort this [ __ ] out oh I hate pistols my great hate all right that was so sad it's okay we're learning I don't like the mp4 aren't song m4 well at least some long-range it felt funky alright I pulled us out as a party go again guys pretty bad as that Derek thanks for joining I don't know what guns are good or whatever it's my first day play this game and it's it's very difficult I feel like we're going up against a bunch of people that have been playing it non-stop since this come out a specific reason I just wanted to move target practice while you can we're deployed okay I killed everyone is sick who to play this game she's going across them it's a learning experience scary okay maybe we shouldn't go so far away your number isn't that far going the gas get to the site stop and we kind of know where that place is okay we don't have to fly to [Music] do I have to parachute or religious and it gives us automatically I'm starting to get scared Oh have a gun here if you want move to the next area perimeter okay well I have my gun but it's fine I have guns in this house so I'm pretty far from you guys are you like breaking windows yeah I know gonna Sue's but it's oh I see the higher level [Music] [Music] coming coming coming nice nice I don't get words you mean in here is it both of them are and we'll just one did I think he just died he didn't go down oh no I hear wow we just rambled them yeah we did I see someone floor oh yeah he's behind this thing right here he's in here he went this way outside there's more I doubt him so that means he has one other teammate any shield I have one chills I can give one to someone drop baby leave is there a shop nearby I dropped an armory in here Oh at inside yeah where I'm at oh yes there's somebody Malia's oh I guess so careful oh I see them they're 120 across the way oh if you just shoot your gun at all you show up on the mini-map I there he's team white or did I kill him too fast I don't know wow it's a team white I don't know what what that I think you fill the last guy on this floor where's the shopping cart man I want to shop guys I never understand where to go [Music] oh my ghoul a Kulak [Music] okay that's not okay the stadium probably has shop oh oh oh I see oh it's right there okay so I just need to gather some money okay she's gonna die okay yeah so you need 9k because it's like that's a lot of money good each okay all right this is all done okay so if you guys are money where would you be on people on people gotcha okay if there's any like question marks around the map yeah maybe those are little quests [Music] there's nothing here let's go inside the stage can you find like a really bad player I was shopping cart showed up on the map when we're alive and stuff how much does it cost forty five hundred parents I su min but I tried that last time oh oh I see oh I see them now okay I'm just gonna have to go aggro and hopefully I kill somebody oh wait maybe I just go with that thing does everyone see this same crate was it just for us what I don't understand huh huh pick up loadout does that mean what ohso you're supposed to make like a glass and you choose one apparently Oh someone says tell her to pick one Janet quick okay well you guys this is looking good okay I'm gonna grab something okay take a load out okay um maybe like a sniper is that a sniper oh yeah that's a stable rule okay okay now we gonna snake waiting for you wow I'm so sad it is so crazy he sees you before you see him like in like pinky no idea from okay I've gotta build a loadout I was not expecting that from the crate that's for sure okay I don't understand this perks there's perks too it's kind of cool loadout options I don't know don't know how to chew anything okay this clip and go to gunsmith rotate what am i doing I don't even know what I'm doing what am i perks oh god I have no idea I have no idea but this is my first day playing call of duty what you so bad gracious and for is the best they are yes that's what Janet says Korona time alright where we drop in a drop point for yet same you later man we've got pretty boy like with it not being too far you know yeah do you want to do it again oh yeah you do it another way it's gonna prompt oh yes okay brother prompt in Ottawa Hospital to town no like yeah yeah yeah Wow tokens are up get to work we are not in the zone by the way where's Janet in the promenade Wes why are you so far from us hey by here but you said probably Dodd West Janet's coming you guys okay ray I'm walking to I'm walking in your building okay I'm going up the stairs I'm going up the stairs good I see Jen Jen I'm gonna go to Jin Jin okay yeah we're near we're near oh my god that Li freaked me out it's okay maybe we need a gun there's an empty seven on the first floor of my house I'm looking okay Wow look at these ads I kind of looks like the audio-technica yeah I just want to go to oh oh wait that's not where are you oh sure okay I follow you people up there I'm wearing earbuds so I can't really like tell you can kind of see on the map on the sheet oh I seated oh okay okay I run inside to everyone inside I ran inside ever inside guys I wanna go shop Selene let me give you Oh Rachel oh wait Oh Genet where did my money go Janet where does your money go I chopped like seven thousand Jenny oh your money and I was in the home oh it's right here it's right here Oh sunk through the stairs yeah oh my god oh my god fall out Mike wow that looks you get so much money alright we're surrounded guys wait okay let me press m and then let me zoom in on the map somehow someone's flying unit [Music] are nearby two guys okay okay the car can wait we got money to spend Janet do you have a lot you know kind of a are snack okay there we go that sounds so close guys oh [ __ ] okay wait there was another shopping cart this way here we're gonna shop and then we're gonna go oh you ap is though I don't care I should you know if you don't motion with you will be shopping it's here safe yourself Oh a shift see this life okay do you need a shield okay we go guys scope AR storm cloud get to the safe zone whoa legendary loot yeah [Music] yeah I'll turn off the blur stuff Oh cash Oh what's this Oh what is a wolf's bite silenced SMG that crate with like red oh yeah I had a red one too oh okay Thank You Sophie yeah we're okay it's just we've always tried to make the relationship the right time mr. krei are we far each other we're just not friends right now we're going to the hospital so I can focus on all so buy it and then press okay I'll attend whose game is ten sir should I should I go this year you serious real serious good I feel like I'm playing an MMO like all I want to do it nobody watches yeah I've questioned my first day playing it there's a shield here if anyone there's a shine I'm full all right I don't know how to get to this question mark I'm my god oh is it the way I open doors yeah maybe my character is just really aggressive oh my god maybe my character makes that noise Oh probe with the door open I like it and then press three and then I can see oh I can see where everyone is guys oh oh no they're coming from the West they're coming from the Y's let's kill them let's the best way to like I don't know I don't know best way to murder them oh they're at the question mark thing you guys they might be ain't getting on top of the building oh they're in the building we're not in the zone by the way yeah yeah yeah yes just one guy in there kind of chased them should we just wait for them oh yeah yeah let's hold them out of the circle oh my god that scared me okay oh wait they have to be coming out just dropped and died Oh big died of the gas no I think he tried to jump off and then he just didn't ha ha wait was it just one guy oh no no no no no it takes out your shields - oh no it's being so much damage oh my god hi do you need shields ok alright now we know that it hurts it hurts a lot ya know yeah you'll die I kind of like that though you can't like heal at the end guys I'm rich I wanna give you some money I want a self revive thing okay good yeah I should get one of those what do you have what do you have me yeah like what did you buy I don't have anything I just said for her okay okay we Oh people-people we are earlier on the map on the map on the map yeah you can still hurt him out when they shoot I don't know if we should run in the open yeah we shouldn't we should probably go find safe yeah but they're not shooting a deer on top so maybe we just run by on the bottom right there on top [Music] [Music] glug-glug dig we were doing so well - how'd it happen I don't like I don't like doing the 1d ones are so scary hi my den it doesn't let me don't worry about it needed oniy the storm is a cloud of every one of us Oh No dang it sucks we're doing so good Oh are we cool AG good glick how do you pronounce we where are you guys I have no idea oh I thought yeah we just vanished I looked hey Jan Oh in a party a waitress like I joined do it now I can't drink I'm thinking my Lobby hold on maybe I don't know these people and I got kidnapped yeah I think I got kidnapped all right all right invite we go again oh wait keep saying I'm in a party but I keep leaving the party huh yeah yeah fun though okay I'm liking it I feel like we're scaling yeah yeah I think we're killing more people so hard to be number one though there's so many people in one lobby like yeah Matis hmm I think we're doing good for day one yep yep true I think wait I'm now the party leader what happened oh no I don't know buddy keep drinking us oh I see everyone I don't you do yeah I'm in the group anymore let me try this um okay let me leave again invites a party oh I think Rachel's in my party I am are you oh wait no you don't know what that would see how is secret it was I'm so okay I joined again I invited you Celine it says I'm already in the party I'm trying to joke oh it's so weird oh wait okay I think I'm joining oh you are not I'm now I'm the party leader oh man oh boy okay I'm gonna join off of saline okay okay I'm canceling the join okay I'm alone Oh motion blur oh you guys can turn off done blur motion blur yeah I did I'm with saline now I'm gonna invite Rachel except please work where is it graphic level 54 all right well I have a disabled nice let's go field of view 120 oh oh and I have to restart my game because apparently doing settings that kicks you out Oh should we all just restart alright I'll restart - I'm paranoid restarting is so loud okay maybe that close wallpaper engine it'll be a bit better look it's a picture of Mika I just like this picture cuz like look at his paws it's so cute who sits like that adorable oh yeah oh my god with you on the squad stream Shalini yes please oh wait you sent me an invite I'm so sorry okay I how big is he he's small he's not very big he may look vid coz like he's near me but like I'm small I'm gonna join after you okay I mean I'm joining saloon as well yeah oh no no I can have a Streamy schedule um I don't know right now my priority is I just want to be held like as healthy as I can be which takes a lot of energy we're all in queues together yeah I think so how do I know if that's you guys next to me I don't know I don't think you can tell okay so it should be us right I think and all three of us looked at soon cool I actually can customize at least one of my things oh nice all right I got the m4 as my primary hopefully okay when I said we had a okay so if I want to get my loadout I have to go to uh soldiers like we have or join us that's so scary there though finding out a balance he died I shot him 15 times I don't think you can actually die why did he fake died of me do they actually die sometimes [Music] follow you of everything oh yeah you're right okay promenade smear by the West area which which side are you guys dropping maybe the right side I pinned it okay where you shot you from falling in the sky I'm freaking out I'm freaking out [Music] yeah yeah you have to like finish them ran after me like hunted why are we being hunted protect X chocolate bars oh I think I did oh my god oh my god oh my god oh we need to go find lutely okay where's Justine me I want to loot that yellow house [Music] below me right over here an officer's [Music] so just win here and you return to the front line but if you lose your down time to earn your freedom soldier [Music] just me yo okay okay I'm gonna try to see if I can hear something everything really we yeah oh I'm this leaves actually making my blood boil [Laughter] actually feel angry okay okay okay it's fine oh my god I can't believe you didn't die I cannot believe you didn't die they have armor and true your fitness goals makes you want fitness goals I mean yeah you know I don't know right now it feels really addicting because like I feel like after you get out of a relationship and it was like your world and then it's just gone and the friendships just gone it's like oh god you're just in pain and all you want to do is feel pain and now working out hurts but it's like the good kind of hurt like it feels good so yeah you should tell Pete it if you know you're sick of feeling like crap just work out it's great it's also pretty Zen cuz it just I don't know I get to listen to music it's like something that fits into your routine so they're busy you're doing something get awesome I highly recommend I want to drop some settings okay yeah it is lagging a little bit options what should I drop it to so you're saying not to just like stress eating and sad eating is definitely a real big reliable it's we heard I shall take it I'm Janet in saline the stars may in your hand to Wars on Twitter my girlfriend's there nobody else hears I'm here gunshots I wish I knew had like this map works um I just oh yeah we're just like going to like I wonder oh I wonder that would be pretty cool oh oh the humming noises there's a chat oh yeah I had no idea okay that makes so much more sense I'm like I hear annoying humming noises every they're not annoying they're good always at you oh it's near you I got a silenced SMG legendary I don't know what it is guys oh it hurts shots I heard sighs I don't think he's part of the game he's not real I guess not I'm gonna pray you're rich Oh shopping thing right here yeah yeah yeah let's buy stuff do you guys have shields and stuff where is it self revive myself last time oh you have to like press f I don't think I don't know suffer lives okay you have to be in a safe spot or else they're just gonna like kill you that might be a waste of money uh who needs armor you want another one no I'm good I'm full now did you grab it yep Oh f5 is that max yeah five is Matt mhm alright 10s rotate I heard gas mask is good okay like never in this service norm I don't know if I have it though like oh yeah I remember picking one up too and I don't remember oh it's on my bottom love how do I like equip it oMG is great oh I should have bought that Oh [Music] what do we have to do for this oh there's another armored plate here so I mean if you have room for encircle right yeah do you want to secure this flange laughter let's go did you guys figure out how to slide yeah yeah oh is it useful or no I'm still agreed how you like sleep I think it'll be faster if you guys are here so yeah give it the juice I wonder if it shows up on their map like enemy team app all right we should all have Mac storm cloud scope Taylor you don't want a Jinjin [ __ ] I I've never I'm gonna try shooting it wait it's like it's like it looks like a tap gun the safe zone yeah okay let's go okay where do we can take some money are you sure yeah so we should at least have 4,500 each I think so that we can revive someone if someone says I never wouldn't be cool like this bunny as hard dude the shotgun one is just so like I could never what do we did we just run down the open let's see are there any more quests we can do I don't know we could go towards the end there's the quests will show up on the map oh this area is so safe because people can only come up out of them certain directions yeah show us I can free no it does okay see you have to scroll in a little bit there's no here it's like a flag oh you can oh I see yeah wow there's actually a lot of shopping yeah oh that is okay I don't like this wait I'm gonna shoot a gun cuz I okay I like this good I like this good are we are we gonna go to that I kind of backed I'm down I'm down oh they're shooting at a helicopter if I see them show up on my map when I like yeah I don't see them are they I don't know but we're gonna see people soon I'm pretty sure oh oh oh we see them oh yeah what is that what is that they're right outside this should we hold them out er I don't hear they're like over that hill that way over the hill they're like off the cliff oh yes someone just landed on that rooftop oh do you guys see those do falling oh yeah oh goodness this is an SMG you guys it's a sniper here I didn't once there's a sniper dude here I don't know how to paint alts left oh yeah it's so interesting with the game like shows you're the sniper at this Arkel yeah [Music] no no move towards our flag it's my other gun is it my other gun over there lapis I wrap this shot there at the shop oh and a load outs here okay get ready we're gonna fight okay okay nice job you guys Mahina a lotta bottle bottle bottle bottle god oh really I'm gonna put shield on real quick yeah be careful I totally thought he was just in the house he has more shields out yeah yeah I'll go grab this by the tree it's hard to see i'm barbering oh my god there's another team okay you have shield stuff there's more shields here us lean oh okay okay yeah five oh no oh you're right oh boy are you if you're gonna run from the east okay watch for enemy well yeah there's one in front of us I don't want to kill him it looks like wait yeah he looks so low yeah he's he has like I don't know I uh UAV I bought a UAV oh we should definitely buy more of this it's expired what can you buy you Amy what is that it like shows where they are on the map so you buy it and then you press three and then what do this please do it okay thank you what do we do I don't know like I don't understand the pacing of this game do we run out do we run forward you know we're playing safe okay okay replace it we're winners okay okay we're winners yeah you know we're gonna okay I feel like a lot of them are ambushing us we're winners and we're winners yeah if you like this circle should be a little bit faster yeah are there any extra shields it's okay if there aren't I still have two oh I have fine I'll drop one oh I don't know oh shoot hold on let me give some back okay I guess we go close to the mix I'm just scared of getting sniped in the head because it's just something yeah yeah there's people close oh oh right here right here right here right here in up or down out he's tack times alright nice nice dude oh my god I don't like that this is okay maybe we need to take a car and just like try yeah I have no idea but I'm [Music] we all right it's okay okay shelter oh my getting spam bought it or something what's your enemy yeah there's a shop but I don't I mean I don't need Amaya Ali I know you can jump on it but how many people though I don't like this place um the mods if we can just put in like member-only mode for a bit so that it dies even like what's happening there's like there's a bot in chat right now it's like a it's like a message but is there a way we can get inside ra said this yeah I don't know I don't think so he's just fighting around I hear so many gunshots but no like I don't know have we ever put in a members-only load so what are my mods oh there's a there's a armor plate here for anyone who's head nice we had a lot of plates are we in the next circle we are oh nice Oh God so we should probably find the highest point right what is that are people driving these planes I remember the hairs I think I caught know what it is I think so it sounds like humongo oh boy oh boy oh boy how do you mount it again oh oh I see someone they ran around oh I hit him nice but he just died so there's people fighting at the stadium I don't see them back in here okay this is getting so scary hi this watch your enemy I brought oh I hit his arm oh my god where's your cracked hippie where did they I think I was through your window my window I think unless that was through my window button I don't see them oh I see him I see him I see it oh I see all the red dots yeah sure yeah should we like hold them out beause this gear is scary there's one two guys are gonna run through that field oh my god don't go out someone yeah there's some 100 gone oh we got a shield shield shield shield is so nervous we can still get saline up somehow I think where are you guys your pasta soup ass is just [Laughter] [Music] [Music] [Music] crackitus Popov dig okay I don't know hard funny holy crap dude we're doing like a better or worse killing shouldn't I ran out of felt like that shouldn't have done it that was fun did I get anything new from a game is like a cluster puck like you just it's just chaos the game is pure chaos oh top ten just came in so far oh no you down someone and won't count as your kill oh you have to let kill kill them oh my god cool cool this is cool I want to go pee real quick okay sorry hold on chat happy that you're having fun oh yeah I loved playing that's a target practice what you can with deploying to okay sorry sorry sorry where's me good he always sleeps when I scream okay hello hi Jose ray died yes I did die indeed that's only groups of three I'm getting better I don't know if I better not I actually can't tell this is just warm up to you right Jill I you win with shields oh I think once you lose it you don't have children yeah this is pregame Bobby Jesse must feel closing that's it otherwise so what happens when school closes are you guys on an early sorry Oh Wow it is crazy up here in the roof what is it all online classes there we go I feel so bad for like people that need to if your kid you can't like work from how do you continue make money all night it's really scary everything shutting down should we leave the lobby yeah my just telling me we should I don't know okey I believe you guys oh yeah what you were in there for a while just be safe as you can yeah I feel like isn't there like a lot of like diseases and stuff that are just as harmful but people don't worry about ever like oh I don't know like HIV HIV AIDS and stuff tired no I I saw something I didn't like and it kind of just like ruined my mood but it's okay I just I just saw something it just sucks and I'm like why I don't want to feel anything the media is making it worse yeah I think the media is making it worse I feel like a lot of people are healing from a like it's a cold some yeah some people are dying from the Billy people diaphragm and a lot of different types of sicknesses I don't know [Music] that was whoa did you put on a hat anywhere you guys want to be anywhere [Music] superstore train-station Ramadan for whatever you like my odds are surviving in the same everywhere yeah we go again I wonder if the Sutra is to like constantly deploy constantly cut I wrestle I'm doing oh I hit one Wow in the air this house is so cute guys okay were there nice houses in punky oh yeah there were some nice houses I did not get any done I usually there's a give it a shot is that it useful just alive yeah the warden oh there are some more places behind us here not me I don't think a young close oh oh I hear the shooting no - yeah I think it seems like it was close what's better claymore or Malta thanks javi I love you guys too I have no idea I love you guys too are there people there I'm just hurt all right there's a shop thing here if you wanted to trying so hard not to feel this way anymore but it's hard right yeah honey there's a buy station if you wanted to buy behind us I shot him twice oh I think I'm not again you're sorting out or capture the objective where are we going okay look go this way okay I'm still in my Pulag okay okay let's try to win so okay I can be with you guys probably is [Applause] [Music] [Music] well I just pretty much try it I'm trying to use the higher if we pull a level items you can definitely get her up okay I was looking for a gun okay I'm gonna go to the secure flag area yeah I'm just sitting on the stairs hiding there headstand progress somehow I don't my I didn't do handstands pretty well now I just have to work on doing handstands I tried today but my my back and arm strength is so bad that it's gonna take a while to be able to do handstand I have enough money if we can find access every day oh nice do you see anyone no no oh there's three why'd you have to kill us guys I think I could play one more okay yoky like I'm playing worse and worse and worse oh and I need to text you guys something okay okay I saw something that made me really sad Selina are you all moved in no well I moved all my stuff in as for organizing yeah there's boxes I'm probably yeah oh sure you're piecing stuffs not the other place no it's here oh it is oh nice how's that you do you mind the internet like it's okay no it's fine good yeah the first thing I said it was my stream oh nice she prioritizes you chat oh no wins and I think the best way place was nice place okay Oh oh I miss go to the gym tomorrow come on bro look at me I'm looking at all [Laughter] work out my legs so hard I can't feel them anymore those are hard oh yeah [Laughter] [Music] find out what I have oh no I mean another one of those I don't this book yeah we can it's like hard because I enjoy it's actually so fun to frag in this game I can't believe our first game was like our highest kill game I know we did so well the first it's on the hot draw the same way I'm down I'm down we're just going together and we see a team and fight them Oh Celine my my bed and stuff we'll be there tomorrow so I'll be able to stay there Wow yeah yeah I'm excited Janet you'll have to come visit well till I show you is that mm-hm yeah I've been sleeping here cuz um I don't have a bed at the other house yet but I've got a whole new bed and comforter and Blinky's and pillows and game is kind of crazy it's gonna be nice I'm excited [Music] thank you yeah you like that's definitely been helping he's like understanding look there's worse things than a breakup right hopefully it's worse things and losing someone you love worse things like I don't know a starving not having any limbs aids scissor my crosshair was driving he wasn't even coronavirus [ __ ] draw all right we're going Billy Terry baby oh my god that really is like [ __ ] yeah oh you can actually let's go okay paying something things I'm thinking something [Music] no celebrate so come on we got to do this oh my god look I'm going to the train station I'm going to the trains we're gonna get you up or you're gonna get you up it's gonna be fine yeah I'm playing with chocolate bars and starts me how do I get out of here I'm okay how are you okay I see the glow yeah I swear like it's just RNG for me Oh how's the cooking going so I haven't started yeah I did buy some cooking ware what I'm waiting for is right now I ordered a bunch of stuff like new furniture and everything for our place the apartment so once we're settled and saline settled and we're staying there consistently then I'm gonna start getting more itching stuff like just stuff all need for cookie because I'm broke up I don't really have oh I start looking at recipes I want to make like a recipe binder and like things to try and now start really close okay there's a car around me yeah I've been doing my son okay there's two cars around us I'm sure some of you guys understand like okay doesn't work out it's just your heart burns it's hard to move on like I'm doing everything I can to feel better and just get over it but sucks oh why you by you but I am proud of he's not just speed at which I am healing no I don't I don't do rebounds I don't want it I don't even want to talk to any guys I don't want to do like I don't even I don't want to even entertain them I'm excited to be single and I'm excited to be alone and I'm excited to build friendships yeah and I'm excited to just work on myself I don't want to I'm just not interested I don't think they'll be interested in anything for a very long time their ass was in love with that man you know like I was in love like I wanted to marry him and it just doesn't work out [Music] yeah I'm thinking I think I'll start you know the more I am proven better myself the more other people so I feel like I'm just gonna focus on my career focus on you guys focus on being better and just being incredible maybe I'll be traveling by animation I do things and yeah it's just like what I'm going I know what I'm going through isn't nearly as bad as like it could have been worse you know it could have been so much worse we could have ended on bad terms he could have like we could have fought like it could be blocking each other like we still follow each other we're not friends right now but like I'm sure we'll be friends in the future I got one thank you you don't it means like I'm just happy I'm good downlines man there's like well potential to be friends and you know something our m13 it's just really hard right after you go from talking to someone every day thank you all we did miss project okay we can we can do a quest or we can try killing people if they see them hi Paul I don't want to do are you okay cuz I like oh it's Regan we're coming while we're coming back we're coming back [Music] [Applause] thanks for playing really want to play really really enjoyed it okay I'll talk to you guys later bye love I love them okay ah goodness gracious look like a big mess hi how are you guys doing let me close all this out you guys want to chat for a bit you want to just talk for a little bit I turn the music back on you talk for a little bit I don't have ad block okay good plays an ad okay I don't have a head block okay how's the audience is everything okay is everything okey are you guys okey hi true hi fortnight first what a group of angels hi Anna Marie go get some food I will and breath doing great in you okay I'm doing okay I'm glad I got a stream in today tomorrow I will be uploading a video and I'm not supposed to stream on days where I upload videos because it's it's gonna be a highlight of the day that I played see us go with the girls should be funny yes I did sign the 500 boxes and they picked it up already so the u2's will be sending out eventually how do you motivate yourself to cook more oh well I haven't I haven't started yet but I I just I've been ordering uber eats and just ordering food and going out to eat so for so long that's like something that I just wasted that's what I waste some money on is ordering food and going out to eat and I realized that you know if I'm gonna be like a wifey some day to my non-existent boyfriend that I don't have and also I've got really sick of ordering like I realized that's not practical that's stupid exactly so stupid so I want it I feel like learning how to cook is a good hobby to have and it just obviously it I think it's gonna be fun to learn how to cook it's gonna be tastier it's gonna be more satisfying it's gonna be fun so I'll be able to feed my friends you know I don't know and plus you know what's in your food when you're cooking yourself and most importantly it's a lot cheaper just to cook your food rather than ordering food right so I definitely I definitely want to do that for sure but I'm waiting right now until Selena and I are all settled in and all the furniture is built and everything and then I will focus on the kitchen getting everything I need for the kitchen and then start practicing cooking that's the plan or can i watch your past live streams I don't I don't leave my I pretty much delete I leave the last live stream up until I stream again because right now the YouTube you are what's it called the YouTube the way it looks it doesn't look it doesn't look good when there's a bunch of vods mixed in with videos or past broadcasts I don't know I just don't like the way I look so for example the last time I streamed was like two days or three days ago so I had that stream up on my youtube channel until today right before I streamed today Selena's gonna be a test subject yeah what I want to do is I want to I want to make an IG TV or an Instagram series where I'm learning how to cook something and I do a voiceover like I did with my workout video on Instagram and I want to I want to just go over what I'm thinking what I'm doing and then I want to I want someone to taste my food at the end and rate it like actually genuine rate and I think it'll be really good really good I have a lot of friends that are willing to try my food like I could have the mob taste it I could have like like I don't know if Matt would actually like you know the girls like pokey and Janet and everyone alexia would someone could try something food poison everything no definitely not should make a YouTube video of you cooking yeah I think I'm gonna start vlogging again I think it sucks because my last vlog was gonna be the 100 Thieves house tour video and the it was half 100th use house tour con it was half hundred Thieves content house tour and also half Valentine's Day vlog and it was ready to upload but I couldn't upload it around Valentine's because I had to wait for a hundred thieves to upload their content house video first but by the time they uploaded that Michael and I broke up and so I and he said that he thinks it's best if I don't upload the video so I and I agree probably not a good idea to upload Valentine video because it you know it confuses people I mean I don't care I just I just really liked the video I wanted to upload it but it probably just wasn't a good idea but yeah so that was my last vlog and so I didn't get to upload it so I haven't uploaded any vlogs in a really long time you know so the next vlog I'm thinking now that we're rearranging everything in the house I think I'm gonna do another apartment tour with Selene moved in and the difference because I'm actually going all out and remodeling the hold like actually decorating everything cuz I've always been afraid to decorate and commit to buying a lot of furniture and everything because I know how often I move but I realize your living space is the most important place right your living space should be as comfortable and as you want it so I think I'll do another one of those and like kind of update vlog and I don't know add stuff I don't know that's the plan was on the block thanks for the $50 donation hey do you have that Sharpie I gave you last year I need it back this year just kidding even much love and best wishes for your future nerves I actually don't think I have that Sharpie anymore I actually lost from moving I lost a lot of my pens and stuff like these are the I have these lose the only I have like two of these sharpies and I have this thing I got from Japan and then I have a mechanical pencil Jared thank you so much for joining I really appreciate you I hope even well thank you so much I gonna do for zone I just finished playing I really enjoyed it I could just tell I saw something I didn't like and it just like ruined my mood and I could tell that I'm getting hungry and tired so I feel like I was playing worse and worse so I feel like I should probably you know try again another day I definitely need a practice because that came it feels hard it feels really hard so definitely not as easy as like apex in for tonight I felt you can't figure out the like the how the guns shoot and stuff and positioning I think my biggest issue is positioning get some food and shelter s tonight thank you guys so much I really appreciate you hanging out and watching me fail at this game I am going to I am going to go Journal yeah all right I love you guys I will see you guys next time and new video tomorrow new YouTube video so if you want to watch be sure to subscribe and turn on notifications stuff okay thank you frozen for the don't oh thank you goodbye